I AM BACK !

I miss writing. Well blogging rather.

So here 's to another new chapter of this blog of ours.

We shall see how it goes from here. It might be another hiatus that last for a year after this post but who cares. I know no one blogs as much as before anymore. Even my blog list is so pitiful that I resort to reading political blogs. Not good, not good indeed.

Anyway, much has happened after the last post. It is almost one freaking (freaking being my favorite word at the moment, btw) year. So it's 2011 already. And I have entered another decade to my age. Hell Yeah ! I did have a party on my birthday but I think since this is such a significant number, I deserve to have more than one. So I am planning one at the moment. Maybe after my London trip. We shall see. I am expecting more presents too. Just to give another chance to those who missed the previous party. Heee.

Oh ya, Today is a new day for me somehow. I finished the freaking thesis at 6 this morning to be exact. Haven't slept a wink since yesterday or was it the previous day. And I am still wide awake. Hungry too. And btw, the thesis, it's not mine. And that's another story for another day. Maybe.

So what am I up to next? I am going to be a poet. Hell yeah, I am. Well atleast I am going to try. A POET! And wait for this...... It is going to be in Malay. Gasp! Shock! Horror! Haha. Well, don't be. I love poetry. I admire people who could create lines and lines of words and form such beautiful meanings. My dad was one. So maybe, just maybe there is some in me. He wrote beautiful poetries. He went by the pen name Noorwira Zain. Zain was my grandad's name. I better search for them. Wonder where they are now.

Just to share one that I read today.

Sepi Meruntuhkan Airmata

by Lembayung

heningnya kalbu begitu kelam

memikat gundahnya hati

tarian pilu menyerang dengan

girangnya

tangan ini berusaha

menggapai…

namun semua berpaling dan

meninggalkan…

rintihan bathin kian mengiris

tapi tak ada yang peduli…

Sepi….

Sakit….

rasa itu membuncah

menghancurkan

menenggelamkan rasa yang kian

terpuruk

kelumpuhan pada seluruh

bagian otak mulai menumpul

pekikan girang sang kegelapan

menyengat tajam

“Selamat datang dikehidupanku

wahai luka dan nestapa”

naluri terkikis perih asa

perlahan_lahan memudar

isak tangis runtuh berguguran

“Selamat tinggal cinta,,

menepilah bersama gugurnya

airmata”

Sigh ! I love.

Till then

Me