I heard the news. Somehow hearing it this time around made me realise how I was really chasing after a shadow. You would never catch up and even if you did, things would not change. It would still be the same ending. So, I hope this time, it will make sense. But habit dies hard. It will not be easy.
But I made my first step though. I learn how to forgive. I can't forget of course but I can forgive. It is liberating to say the least. I got my anxiety for not able to control or to take charge but I told myself to hold on. And I did. Though, for a moment, I thought I was conquering all my demons. Not all. But some. I think for now, I just have to learn to lower down my defence and give hope some chance. I don't want to be scared anymore. I don't want to hide anymore. So I am going out there and take my chances.
So how to sign up for the hooters?
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